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April 16, 2019

LISA RENEE (Time Shift Blog): “Ode to Starseeds”

Ascension Avatar note: Lisa dedicates this to Starseeds who have gone through life as ‘targets’ or ‘victims’. It’s funny because just minutes ago before reading this article, I was thinking about how in this life, nothing and no one has ever been successful in ‘messing with me’. The ones who tried always ‘fell on their butts’ somehow, or in one case where they unjustly tried to get physically violent, got a broken jaw before they could blink. No, it isn’t good to be violent, but it’s nice to have a strong inner spirit as a personal protector and an example for others… It’s also good to have a wise loving heart that understands why people behave the way they do… and what’s even better is knowing the ‘final outcome’ of people and events… as a cue… to let go and keep going onward and upward…

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Many of us that are on the Ascension path, or have awakened to remember ourselves as a Starseed, have come to the earth during the Ascension Cycle to actualize our unique blueprint and mission, attempting to embody the highest template of Christos Consciousness possible, and to help support the mass planetary awakening. Most Starseeds chose very challenging earth bloodlines to incarnate into during this cycle, as well as co-created very aspiring spiritual missions in pre-birth agreements, to stretch themselves into the outer limits in order to reach their heroic probability. We knew what was at stake in this specific incarnation. Thus, many of us have front loaded intense consciousness lessons and karmic clearings in this lifetime, in order to master the polarities and entities, and to gain mastery over the technological mind control and learn about the anti-human culture impacting this planet. As a result of the front loaded 3D earth lessons, many of us have suffered through intensely disturbing and difficult childhoods, trying to make sense of the world around us, as well as cope with the dysfunctions and abusive situations arising between our own biological family members.

Most Starseed people suffer from extra levels of memory wipe and are harassed more directly by the NAA, starting in childhood, in order to discourage them from discovering their true mission and spiritual purpose. As a result of this specialized dark harassment, many of us may develop an unconscious complex and pain body thinking that something is deeply wrong with us, or that we are a bad person, because we cannot understand how we found ourselves in this strange predicament. Was I a mass murderer in my previous lifetime, that this ill treatment is actually justified? You have a right to be baffled and confused by this ill treatment, as nothing is as simple as it seems, and the narrative we have been told is false. We have to awaken and remember why we came to the earth during the Ascension cycle.

Before we incarnated into 3D earth, we understood our responsibility to heal the family of origin bloodline, and that the spiritual support we would have to complete ancestral healing would be made available to us. We just did not remember or know how much hard work that would actually turn out to be! Additionally, after some years of slogging through the miasma, at the master number age of 33, we generally reach another threshold of completed genetic pathcutting and kundalini activation. Our holographic re-patterning expertise is now applied to the collective consciousness grids of the earth, making us a gridworker by default, an acupuncture point to run rainbow frequencies into the grid, sharing our unique DNA pattern with the earth. We find ourselves with streams of light and kundalini current blasting out of random body parts, sparks coming out of our hands and fingers with an increasing sensation of an open and widening heart and crown used for spontaneous transiting and soul retrievals. Sleep no more Christos Starseed, because now your body is an organic God technology in which during sleep and awake hours there is no difference, you travel to the ends of the Universe to answer the clarion call, and work with other spiritual family members on what needs to be done.

In this stage of development our personal world explodes, all personal interest and preference in 3D is washed away into non-existence, and all that is left is the truth spirit and Service. As a result of this Starseed mission, many of us not only suffer from an Orphan Complex, during various stages of our ancestral clearing and healing process, but may also experience ourselves as being singled out as the “black sheep”, the oddball, the outcast, the weirdo. Many conventional 3D earth people around us seem to sense that we are energetically different, like they know we are different but cannot put a finger on what is different about us. They do not feel comfortable about those differences, and begin to develop clever ways to verbally attack, emotionally manipulate or cope with the fear that is surfacing by blame shifting. Gaslighting 101, straight from the NAA dark press. Many times a Starseed person can feel singled out for isolation, ridicule, ostracism, and being accused of things that they did not do, acting in the archetypal role of scapegoat. Oh my scapegoating, let me count the ways, how many times were others emotional burdens thrust upon me as if it was my fault? Standing there like a wallflower trying to go unnoticed, only to be subjected to another’s emotional theatrics, a boatload of dark spit balls and etheric weapons only to be told it was my fault. This repeated pattern does not exactly help our confidence levels, as when you are considered the odd person out in a group of people, where you don’t feel to be fitting in anywhere, it’s a lonely and bewildering proposition.

However, the most important piece in this Starseed experience is that although it is not pleasant to have people easily feel they can use you as an scapegoat or whipping post, it is a great learning opportunity to master the world of forces, and the 3D negative ego. To understand that if you do not completely love and accept yourself and reclaim your own spiritual power, someone or something will try to rip this light out from inside you by making you feel small. On this planet the default setting is to use ridicule and character defamation by the local schoolyard bullies to make you feel bad about yourself. We must come to the level of recognizing ourselves for who and what we are as Starseed people, unapologetically but harmlessly, knowing it is our job to take our power back, and to love ourselves unconditionally for all we have been through, knowing it all has purpose. We cannot keep acting as the doormat for parasitic exchanges, being sucked dry from idiot compassion, allowing our light, our heart and spirit to be eroded by those who are run by fear and intimidation.

This is my public confession as a Starseed, that I have always been considered to be the oddball, the black sheep, the weirdo. The one that people around me cannot understand, and to be constantly criticized and put down by those around me that seek to gain control over what they cannot understand. As a youngster, I had thought of myself as the red head step child, the beat up kid that the Universe didn’t want. God knows it took me most of my life to understand and fully accept my Starseed-ness, in so that I could reclaim my personal power and stop caring what others thought about me. In order to fully reclaim my authentic Christ Self, I had to choose expressing my personal truth over all things, and learn to ignore the stream of dark accusations leveled towards my service mission. The dark is the darkness, and it lives in the shadow of ignorance and confusion in people’s minds, it just is the way it is. As a spiritual catalyst, as a person that loves truth over discomfort, I have never been popular or well liked, instead my mere presence makes some people deeply uncomfortable. All of my life was a struggle to conform to others expectations of me, struggling to make ends meet, struggling to make it through the day, living as someone else that was unrecognizable to me. Even now in my own direct field of experience, I tend to be labeled as things I’m not. I live my life on earth as generally feeling very misunderstood by the majority of people, the fish in the wrong pond, an oddity here on planet earth.

I share this experience with the Starseeds of this world so that you know you are not alone in feeling this way, the earth is a strange and beautiful place, but the judgmental nature of the mind control here is set up on turbo. And this takes some getting used to, that you will be labeled or looked at to be the black sheep, or an oddball, for just being yourself. And this is the made up persona used by others unconscious pain in so that you are made to be the whipping post for that unresolved emotional content which is not understood, and remains unreconciled in the shadow selves. Some of the most baffling things I’ve learned about being on the earth, is that in general, 3D people do not understand the value system of ‘live and let live’. Instead, they tend to immediately act threatened if you do not want to conform to their lifestyle and agree with everything they say. Somehow 3D people take this personal, which is really strange to me. How is it that just being myself, as authentic as I know my inner self, to be threatening to another? This is earth, and its surreal down here.

Recently, we had a Starseed community member share that she felt she walked around the earth with a big “F-You” on her forehead. This blog is dedicated to you, and all of us that have felt this same way over the years. She shared that people seemed to react to her in excessively negative ways to put her down, and wondering why this parade of people seemed to want and even enjoy sending an stream of emotional garbage while excluding her. I laughed out loud, having recognized this pattern throughout my life also, as in the hardest times of my spiritual nomad phase, I was convinced that I was marked with a message in my etheric layers that said “kick my butt”. Later I learned that my butt was getting kicked really hard because:

  • I had to learn my lessons, see my influence and not abuse my power.
  • I had to totally love and accept myself, the real part of me that is unique and seems weird to others.
  • I had to take full responsibility for my mission, my life, as it is now.
  • I had to toughen myself up and stop with the idiot compassion.
  • I had to listen to my inner spirit always, no matter what.
  • I had to trust God and no one else, fearlessly.
  • I had to see where the darkness was blocking me from achieving my mission.
  • I had to motivate myself to keep going, never give up, even when the dark was royally kicking my butt.

Starseed people, you have been blessed with unique and sometimes otherworldly gifts that make you appear to be different to others. So many of us struggle to find common interests with the 3D lifestyle, and yet this is not who we are and what we came to offer this world. In many ways, you are a person from the future, and are some of the brightest and biggest lights in this world. You have much value to offer the people in this world. Sometimes the brightest lights threaten to outshine others around them, and sadly, this tends to make others feel insecure about themselves. So next time someone says an off-color remark, remember this person feels insecure about themselves. I know you don’t think you are powerful and so bright, but you really are! Muster the courage to reply and say something kind, bless them to find inner peace, and go on your merry way. Insecure and fear based people are a plenty in this world, and a simple act of kindness in the face of insults can actually restore faith in humanity.

Starseed people, do not make yourself small and cringe when you are ill-treated in this way, called the black sheep or weirdo, a person that is excluded from the mainstream acceptance. We are here to resist the mind control programming, we do not conform to the slave mentality, you are here to show the way for others around you. Being unique and different means that you are making an original contribution to the earth culture and impacting the world by fearlessly shining your light, and speaking and acting in your personal truth and from personal integrity. Personal Integrity is the quality of being truthful and honest with yourself and others, it means living as you are right now, aligned with your own personal value system. From this day forward, may your personal prayer include that you commit to serve your heart and that you will always be true to you. Honor your entire being and honor your life force, inquire and put forth the effort to know the real contents of your heart’s desires and look for that higher purpose to keep spiritually growing. And only really give to others what feels joyful and aligned for your person. Do not bargain yourself away or sacrifice your truth, be bright, be light, be harmless, but stay strong and steady on the course! We are in this together.

With Love and GSF,

Lisa

 

~via EnergeticSynthesis.com – Time Shift Blog – posted April 16, 2019

August 5, 2018

ARNO PIENAAR: “Identify Your Agent Smith In The Matrix”

Ascension Avatar note: While I don’t resonate with this 100%… perhaps it will ‘hit the target’ for many readers. 🎯

 

The time has come to identify the force that works through the unconsciousness infiltrating the consciousness of everyone involved. Agent Smith is everywhere!

People on Earth hold the greatest power; it is this power that has been manipulated by an unseen force that survives through the unconsciousness.

Understanding Agent Smith

Agent Smith is a character from the Matrix trilogy that always tries to stop the efforts of the ones fighting with the illusion of the false veil, which was cloaked to blind everyone from the truth.

The title of this article might sound like a cliché but it is the greatest example I have for getting the message across. Agent Smith can also manifest spontaneously, anywhere and out of anyone!

I am not saying that there are people manifesting out of every corner trying to kill you; what I am saying is that within every new person you meet there may be a hidden hand at play serving to press your buttons.

You must remember that most people at the moment still fall in the predominantly unconscious criteria, meaning that they are under dominion of many divided beings (thought-forms) that live through them.

These entities are light-based, or thought-based, meaning that they serve the Luciferian lightbringer agenda which gave birth to their illusory power from within the ultimate ignorance, arising from mankind’s trance state.

Do you think these entities that possess most of humanity care for consciousness? In the face of consciousness they fight, and do everything in their books of tricks to convince and deceive their host in the opposite direction of consciousness.

Remember that within consciousness there is no thought, which spells death to a thought-based entity!

The host, on the other hand, under the spell and vindication that he/she is the thinking entity/thought-form, does what he/she is told to, just like a minion. There is no perception of the division in the ignorant state.

What these entities that survive on the thoughts of others are going to do is try and do everything in their deceitful power to spread their virus — i.e. to get others to start thinking, and if they can get you to think negatively, then that is even better.

You see, thinking is the matrix-conjurer that serves to create matter from light, and thinking only serves the side that wants more thinking — the side that needs to uphold the third dimensional illusion that keeps its very existence alive through our imagination.

Using multiple reflections as virus scans

Random unconscious people, and especially those that are termed “loved ones,” do and say things to conscious individuals that are targeted at the most sensitive of areas, as if there is an intelligence at play that knows exactly where any weak sensitive spots are still open for attack, causing a reaction and outpouring of energy.

I have even encountered individuals I do not know at all, that would say something in particular related to myself which, in turn, would resonate with a thought-form within me that I was trying to defeat.

This only caused it to become awake and rampant which disturbed me and caused me to become unconscious in a battle, which is exactly where we are wanted by these entities.

On the bright side, a battle is good! It means that you have identified the virus and that you are working at taking back your power as the rightful ruler of your crown.

Other individuals may serve us greatly when we are unaware of what lurks within. They may help us as mirrors, but only to a certain extent.

I will not advice seeking a perfect reflection of yourself in a room full of scums, repeatedly. You will naturally, purposely, start giving them a clear picture of themselves so that they may see what they truly are.

Darkness does not understand light, and vice versa.

The major stream of thought

The Luciferian mindset spreads like a virus everywhere and is indeed globally an epidemic already, such as portrayed through the zombie movies we are seeing so much that are just subliminally showing us the plague of that we are really facing.

The reality is that if you are predominantly run by thoughts concerning all sorts of mundane pettiness, then you are a zombie in the apocalypse.

Everyone is tapped into this major stream. When you go into a big shopping mall with thousands of people inside, all with the same idea, of buying things, how long does it take until you start thinking that you want to buy something? This is the current that flows with the majority.

I do not care who you say you are, but you will start picking up on the direction the stream is flowing in, and swimming against the current is exhausting indeed. This is why I try to keep out of crowded places if I can.

The same counts for anyone doing anything outside of the norm.

At first it is exhausting, as you are not going in the same direction as the major current of energy. But once you get a hang of it, everything you find on this path is beautiful and speechlessly unique. You become the truth within the majority, although in a minority. So long as you can ride the wave.

Embracing your diametric opposition

There is no such thing as a light shining bright and illuminating everything that is dark, and in doing so, making everything conscious.

This is what I call new age spiritualism, which serves the agenda for consciousness just as bad as science and religion.

You must realize that darkness and light are only negations of each other, meaning that one only exists within the total absence of the other, or denies the existence of the other completely, yet they exist due to the existence of each other — duality.

From this viewpoint, one can come to understand that light does not understand the dark and vice versa. This is the ultimate division caused by duality!

For example, a good person simply cannot understand how a bad person can rape someone and then torture that someone to death. The bad person also, has no idea of what good is…

These two opposing poles generate energy that energize a matrix that thrives on the opposite poles of duality. Any thoughts that resists against a diametric opposition serve to build upon the matrix construct that corners and limits your infinity.

The opposition that you have within your consciousness is something that deviously controls you and limits your experience to only one illusory pole: that which you falsely believe is good for you, and freezes your experience in stagnancy.

As far as I know, the only way to liberate yourself from a reality that is polarized against something, is to embrace the experience of what you were against in a previous existence. This serves to eliminate the resistance against an illusory opposition.

A previous existence is not lifetimes ago; it can be only one year ago!

Love is blind

Once a person starts gaining consciousness of what is truly going on, then something peculiar in the reality will start occurring. People and situations will suddenly start to manifest like crabs in a bucket, grabbing at your ankles as you are trying to exit the matrix.

I call these people the “Agent Smiths.” They manifest through anyone, even those you love. Please detach yourself emotionally to what I am about to expose you to.

Your closest loved ones may simply be pawns for the Luciferian mindset that uses persons close to you to chain and lock you into a cage (matrix), where you fit into the picture of other realities instead of the one that you so direly wish to manifest.

People project their personal realities everywhere they go and you are just a small part of their entire realities. Everyone is expected to fulfill a specific role within their reality, corresponding to the expectation of the program.

The vibe that you can sense from those you do not know is just the mass conjured up into a thought-form that they are projecting into a reality. So-called empaths pick this up and “feel” how it is to be someone else.

If you have accepted a role that you play in the lightshow of a loved one, then you make yourself subject to the projections emanating from them into your very own reality.

Subservience can be very devious and goes much deeper than you may have ever thought.

We often try find the origins of our troubles and fears within ourselves. Realize now that a problem in the psyche may be fueled from a connecting thread from one reality into another.

Have you ever heard that close relatives or lovers can telepathically sense if something bad is happening in the reality of the other? This phenomenon occurs due to shared intertwined realities and is much more common than only between blood relatives and lovers.

A man who is insecure and fears that his girlfriend will cheat on him, projects all this fear into the reality of his partner whom, in turn, also becomes insecure from all the psychic dirt, making the nightmare manifest.

“What I have feared has come upon me!”

A parent who fears her son is not fit for the adult world and is attached to the child/parent relationship, will continuously bombard and torment the child’s reality with all sorts of psychic mess.

The child will experience a major fear of failure, which shall come to fruition to materialize the thoughts that manifest the reality of the mother and son together.

Unplugging all the projections

The Agent Smiths do not work in direct ways, rather sinisterly they operate through the unseen world, or spiritual worlds as they call it.

Always remember that people unconsciously project their shadow selves onto others, i.e. aspects of themselves they are unwilling to forgive out of guilt.

So they impose these swords onto others rather than facing them themselves. They unconsciously gather people in their lives so that the poison within them may be trans-shared, using others as scapegoats.

To remove yourself from a negative projection in a relationship, is to remove yourself from the role you are attached to.

Playing a part in any kind of relationship, especially out of guilt, keeps you on the receiving end of projections that distort the clear potential of your own reality.

You should choose your friends and lovers carefully.

If the attachment is too great, a physical removal may be the catalyst that would enable you to break free from the chains that hold you prisoner into the worlds of those that do not serve your limitless potential.

There is no need to start warring with your loved ones. The mere intention of changing the relational dynamic will put in motion a resetting of the fiber optics, creating new unfamiliar pathways for light or thought to go through.

First, simply target the source of the negative projection and see the influence and distortion it is causing. Then, you can turn it in on itself and back to its rightful owner, taking no responsibility for what is not yours.

Before you can step into a new world, you will first need to erase this reality, including yourself and everyone else in it. Only then you can come back and truly help, from a space that is not of this world.

 

~via HowToExitTheMatrix.com