Dear Ascending Family,
There are stages of awakening when we undergo the uncovering of deceit, lies and manipulation, in order to uncover the truth. We may begin to see the complex gaslighting tactics that were covering up true and accurate facts to appear as something it’s not. When a person finally awakens to see the true facts that were hidden beneath a web of lies and deceptions, and they realize these deceptions are being perpetrated to manipulate and control them, they can suddenly react with intense and raw emotions of anger, grief and sadness. Great feelings of betrayal may arise, and are the next stage of the Controller set up, as these situations are intentionally designed in the collective consciousness to harm our hearts, damaging our trust with others.
As the crack of light appears in the center of the dark shadow for some in the collective consciousness, as the inner light turns on they can see more that was hidden in the dark room that they did not see before. When people can see this darkness moving in the shadows, there is a scrambling to make sense of it and verify what it really is, during the realization of the great manipulation or deception. Maybe it is the fact they had been deceitfully used by another, or abused in ways they did not fully understand previously. No one feels good being used and manipulated, it is a tactic of the dark force imposters to gain control over others. This event can also open another octave of light to illuminate our inner vision to see what had been hidden in the dark closet or held in situations that maybe had been deeply denied as a truth, with the people involved in those circumstances. Or simply the complex subconscious contents in these events or situations had just remained unseen and unknown to our current awareness, and after many years and much effort expended, we discover that our energy was being directed for unsavory or unethical purposes.
Naturally as a consequence, as conscious people we may ask, what is our responsibility to this moment? What is my moral or spiritual obligation to be in the face of such awkward and challenging circumstances where this deep revelation of deception, manipulation, and intended harm towards the broken or innocent ones, people I know — what is the best course of action? What is in my power to do and what is not? For many people that still think with 3D thoughtforms, the first reaction will be to take aggressive or purposeful action against the deceiver, manipulator, or situation that has been used to take advantage over others.
Yet, taking outward aggressive actions are generally the least beneficial thing one can do in these moments, the inner strength is built upon being able to compassionately witness and be willing to see the entire truth as it is, to integrate the information into your knowledge base, and to remain still and able to observe yet more.
In these cases, wisdom is very hard earned, there is a high art in the skill of true knowing in when to take action, and when to hold space in non-action and continue to gather intelligence.
Many times the hard truth is that you will come to know the very people that were being abused or manipulated refuse to acknowledge what is actually happening in the form of harm or deception. They may seek to stay asleep in their astral mirror of delusion, as they are unwillingly to change or take responsibility for any of the realizations that are surfacing. Many times when you try to relay this truth they will fight back with hostile reactions, shutting down any further dialogue or potentially verbally attacking the messenger. When we can see this overview, and it’s very common, it can feel painful, confusing and hard to reconcile and navigate conflicts that involve other people. All we can be responsible for is our own personal conduct and behavior, we cannot exert control over anyone else or change anyone’s thinking or belief systems. If a person refuses to acknowledge the existence of the darkness or cannot recognize the evil being committed in a methodical agenda to destroy the human race, it does not mean those things do not exist, it is the denial of the truth which continues to feed these same seeds of deception and harm.
There is an elevation of this deeper realization occurring in the collective consciousness that is present in the environment and field. This is being observed as a reflection of the challenging stages of processing collective anger and grief during the planetary Dark Night of the Soul.
Misplaced Trust and Usurped Intent
One of the biggest questions awakening people are asking themselves is how we feel when we wake up one day and we deeply realize that we had been completely deceived and used in some way, such as:
Raw emotions like shock, sadness, confusion, sometimes momentary feelings of anger, can leave us feeling extremely depleted and extremely exhausted. This may rise into sensations of feeling broken, having a break down, even if its temporary. When emotions are intensely raw like this, they’re unprocessed, they’re fresh, you’re trying to understand how you feel. They’re like open wounds that have just been cut. And recent events have opened into the Yeshua Timeline and these histories and the wars against humanity are like an open wound. It cuts to the core. These events go into the most intense levels of the pain that is held within the truth of our fall, the truth of our gender split, the truth of what horrors have been carried out in the name of God and Christ. When you’re processing this kind of raw emotion, most of us know that you cannot hurry it along, you can’t fast-track it. This is something many of us may have a challenging time with because we have to get comfortable with internal discomfort. And many times in our mind, a part of us is seeking a quick solution in that we want to feel better immediately, we want to accept whatever it is that is causing discomfort and move on. We want to be able to rise above these seemingly impossible feelings, in terms of how do we resolve this in our heart?
And yet knowing that these are the awakening states of our consciousness experience and processing this raw emotion is deeply connected to the alchemy that shifts our consciousness into even higher elevation. In attempting to just be with it, attempting to accept it as it is now, attempting to take special care of our physical body as we move through it. When I am processing raw emotion, I attempt to do a body scan. I attempt to observe myself from head to toe and notice where inside my body that I’m feeling this pain or discomfort. I don’t need to do anything with the information that I may get from this body scan, I just allow it, I just take it in, I just surrender to it. I sit with it in the Observer, in pure awareness. Knowing that when we’re undergoing intense, raw, and challenging emotions during this time, we may be in a sensation of suspended animation. When processing deeply, one does their best to not make really important decisions while in this state because chances are the decisions may not be optimal. When our emotions are raw it can bring up momentary tidal waves, like a momentary wave rolling up into grief, possibly fear, sadness, and possibly moments of frustration or anger. So observing and looking at the oscillation of those emotions when we’re processing something very challenging, very raw, very much as if it is cutting us to the core, knowing it is what it is. All of us have to learn how to hold space for these difficult feelings inside ourselves and possibly others, to work through them the best way we know how in the moment, knowing that this is how we spiritually grow. This is how we evolve. As we shift through this particular story line and being willing to observe and know the truth, but as well, not becoming fixated upon it. Not allowing the storyline to gain control over our mind, placing our thoughts into any kind of dogma or fixated belief. We look at it through the observation perception of our inner compassionate witness, the pure awareness of source that resides in our heart. Then, we can shift and change this timeline that includes the story.
Currently, what I’m speaking of is the Yeshua-Mary Timeline as it surfacing in the New Aeon to reveal more truths to us. All that grew out of that timeline is in play today in controlling our world through the tyranny of lies, controlling the collective consciousness into consciousness traps and spawning the Negative Alien distortions. These distortions feed into the world religions, feeding the anti-Christ lodged in the Vatican, the power and control that has been spawned from this timeline in all of its imposter aspects and reversals. In order to change this storyline and the reversals generated from it in perpetration of continual lies and deceptions, we have to awaken and see it first.
We don’t want to be stuck in the past but we want to know the truth. Gaining awareness of larger truths happening in our world is a part of reclaiming, retrieving and honoring those that have gone before us. We have to see or know or be willing to observe what really happened, what is happening now. So when we’re working with this feeling of being emotionally raw, whether it’s recently, whether it’s in the future, knowing that we can manage these emotions through personal expression, allowing what we feel to surface and be witnessed. Certainly expressing our feelings, being honest about being cut to the core with deep pain in the realization and acknowledgment of what has happened in the Christ timelines, what has happened on the earth and the war being waged against humanity. Certainly it’s cathartic for many of us on the awakening path to know that you’re not isolated or alone in these feelings. As we express our feelings, we gain more clarity, there is a release of inner pressure in our body which helps us to process what we’re going through, to deeply discover what we are actually experiencing. Sometimes just doing trauma release through stretches or postures, can help us release these difficult emotions from the subconscious layers moving the content from inner to outer. I find in myself that I look to understand the sensation through insight and focusing my awareness. That may not help everyone immediately, but it is my most important tool. To deeply understand and track what the emotion, the rawness, the pain, the feeling, the sensation — what is it telling me, what is it about? When we can get to the tracking of the feeling and the source of it immediately, this reduces and resolves a huge percentage of the tension, pain or sensations that can lead up to even a full hundred percent emotional release. Through our insight, through our observation and awareness, through the open heart of compassionate witnessing, we can transform these emotions. And through the transformation of these raw emotions, we reclaim our spiritual power and it shifts us into the Light, illuminating that darkness, bringing a sensation of enlightenment, joy or even immediate happiness in the moment having released it. We transform these feelings when we experience them fully. And clearly this timeline is a very difficult one. And I can say I’ve been experiencing it fully and it’s not been pleasant. However, I know by bringing this from dark into light, from lies and deceptions into transparency and truth, we bring this into our present awareness and that emotion then has spiritual power for us. There is information, there is insight, there is knowledge, there is self-awareness, there is self-realization contained within it. And it is possible to process emotions and do this in a loving way towards ourselves, and towards others. Doing what we can to create that safe space for ourselves, taking care of our heart while we are processing extremely difficult raw emotions.
Observer and Present Moment Awareness. Get still, and create the conditions for a safe space to relax and breathe. Allow the raw feelings to surface and inquire on why they are there, ask for the lesson or skill that you need to achieve in mastering this emotion and its relationship to your higher purpose.
Manage Stress and Tension. Do not ignore tension or raw emotion when it arises. Take the time to intend to find out where the feelings are coming from and to resolve the built up tension. Find skills to manage your stress, and work these tools such as; meditation, breathing, music, massage, soaking in warm water, finding the best ways to relax your mind and body.
Our life is filled with the necessity of resolving an assortment of conflicts. Learn tips for improving Compassionate Communication skills in so that you can communicate much more effectively and easily, when addressing difficult situations and raw emotions. This includes one’s self talk, to speak lovingly and compassionately to ourselves.
When we are open hearted, we are loving and kind, and we naturally grow empathy and compassion for ourselves and others. Remember that our heart is truly a sacred space, it is our direct connection with God Source. When we are in our heart, we can access truth much more easily, and retain our personal power even when navigating in difficult situations. True compassionate love naturally brings unity, which synthesizes polarities and genuinely resolves many conflicts much more easily.
May loving kindness overflow in your open heart,
~via EnergeticSynthesis.com – Time Shift Blog – posted May 7, 2019
Ascension Avatar note: As far back as April 2017, Benjamin has been reporting that Donald Trump was caught on video ‘raping and killing a 12-year old girl named Mary’ at convicted pedophile Jeffrey Epstein’s ‘Pedo Island’ — and is being blackmailed because of it. I wouldn’t at all be surprised if it’s true.
“The reason for these unnatural Trump actions is serious blackmail, both Pentagon and MI6 sources say. Specifically, they say ‘Trump is on film bashing in a child’s head.’ This is something both senior British and U.S. military intelligence sources confirm.”
The Khazarian mafia is in a state of deep panic as more and more people, including many Jews, wake up to their horrors. That is why they are playing their trump card by blackmailing U.S. President Donald Trump into sabotaging the restoration of the U.S. Republic and preventing the start of military tribunals, say Pentagon and MI6 sources.
Trump is also going along with his son-in-law Jared Kushner’s Chabad plan (2,800 goyim slaves for each Jew) to start World War III with a war on Iran, the sources say. The result is that U.S. military intelligence are coming to the conclusion that Trump must go.
“Donald Trump is a Pentagon peacetime president, so there is a significant military intelligence presence around him. Really, we didn’t want either him or the other one, but we had to put in one so the Bush stuff could come through,” was what a high-level military intelligence source explained. The result was that Barbara Bush and George Bush Sr. were executed for treason, the source said.
However, now that Trump has placed Bush Sr.-era Attorney General William Barr as Attorney General again, he has let out a sign for all to read that he will not be going after the perpetrators of 9/11 or any more members of the Bush/Clinton crime family. Trump also has been blocking military tribunals and other forms of justice from moving forward, Pentagon sources say.
Many people, including this writer, hoped Trump would be the liberator of the U.S. However, Trump’s hiring of radical neocon warmongers like Jeff Bolton and convicted criminals like Elliot Abrams have forced us to realize that Trump is damaged goods.
If you want yet another sign that something is seriously wrong with the Trump presidency, ask yourself why Trump is trying to transfer nuclear weapons technology to the rogue state of Saudi Arabia.
Pentagon sources say he is doing this on the part of his Chabad masters in order to start a nuclear world war by having Saudi Arabia nuke Iran.
The reason for these unnatural Trump actions is serious blackmail, both Pentagon and MI6 sources say. Specifically, they say “Trump is on film bashing in a child’s head.” This is something both senior British and U.S. military intelligence sources confirm.
There is now corroborating evidence coming forward in public. The Miami Herald, in particular, has been doing real journalistic work by exposing convicted pedophile Jeff Epstein, whose Orgy Island Trump has frequented. Now a judge has ruled that Trump’s Labor Secretary Alexander Acosta broke the law when he let Epstein off lightly on pedophilia charges. When asked about it, Trump said, “I don’t know much about it. He’s done a great job as Labor Secretary. That seems like a long time ago.”
This, by the way, is what Trump had to say about Epstein: “Terrific guy. He’s a lot of fun to be with. It is even said that he likes beautiful women as much as I do, and many of them are on the younger side.”
Wake up and smell the coffee, folks — Trump has become an obstacle to justice in the U.S. Not only that, he has publicly joined the radical Chabad fanatics who have been trying to start World War III for decades. My question is why doesn’t the military grab Abrams, Bolton, Kushner, etc. and put them in jail where they belong? Also, why don’t they find the video with which Trump is being blackmailed and use it to force him to resign? You can start that search by questioning Epstein.
In any case, despite Trump’s unnatural turnaround on issues like 9/11, Pentagon sources say he has been forced by the military to take action against lower-ranking figures. “Zionists have been targeted after Trump met with military brass in October 2017 to unleash the storm with Harvey Weinstein, then Las Vegas casino king Steve Wynn (Weinberg), then CBS titan Les Moonves, and now billionaire New England Patriots owner Bob Kraft and more.”
Also, “Mossad espionage operations to help Jewish criminals have also been neutralized with the shutdown of Psy Group, and the exposure of Black Cube as well as Pegasus spyware,” Pentagon sources say. Furthermore, “The gay Bolton flunky and Israeli shill Richard Grenell was rejected as UN ambassador,” the sources note.
The removal of senior pedophile Catholic cardinals is another positive sign that the Khazarian mafia pedophile blackmail network is being dismantled. The defrocking last week of sex predator ex-Cardinal of D.C. Ted McCarrick is now likely to be followed by the defrocking of convicted pedophile Cardinal George Pell, former head of the Vatican Bank, the sources say.
The Khazarian mafia is fighting back by seeking Chinese protection and sponsorship. Trump was able to end the U.S. government shutdown and get funds to keep the Washington, D.C. apparatus running by offering the Chinese control of Japan and the Korean Peninsula, according to Japanese right-wing sources close to the Emperor. As a part of this deal, U.S. forces will withdraw from Japan and Korea to Hawaii, the sources say. This will come up for discussion when Trump meets this week with North Korean strongman Kim Jong-un, they say.
Asian secret society sources independently confirm that yes indeed, control of Japan has been promised to China. They say the only thing the election of Trump did was delay this deal, which had already been negotiated by Hillary Clinton.
Another sign of the Khazarian mafia sucking up to the Chinese was seen last week when Saudi Clone Prince Mohammed Bin Salman visited China. He was able to get some rent money out of China by offering to build a giant refinery there and by promising to teach Chinese to all Saudi Arabian schoolchildren. He also showed he was a fake Muslim by endorsing China’s placing of Uighur Muslims into concentration camps.
The Saudi and American branches of the Khazarian mafia also are seeking Chinese protection because the Jews are finally figuring out that the Khazarians are their worst enemy. If you have not seen it yet, please check out this short YouTube video by long-term, high-ranking U.S. government official Steve Pieczenik. Pieczenik independently confirms what many sources have been telling me over the years: Jews working for Adolf Hitler and the Nazis were killing their fellow Jews during World War II.
This all was part of an effort to force Jews out of Europe and into Israel in order to create a kingdom there for the Khazarian mafia. The fact that the Jews are waking up to this terrible crime against them in the name of Zionism has put the Khazarian mafia into a state of deep fear. This can be seen in the move by Rothschild-slave French President Emmanuel Macron to make anti-Zionism a criminal offense.
Somebody should remind Macron about what happened to Nicolae Ceaușescu of Romania or Italy’s Benito Mussolini after they tried to ramp up repression in order to stop a popular revolt against their rule.
On a final note this week, we got a lot of feedback concerning our report of an attempt to cash high-level bonds last week in the name of “Doctor” Zvonko Berdik-Albert. Asian secret society sources said “Dr.” Albert was a con artist and not a real doctor. They say at one point he illegally accessed Plum Blossom (Mei Hua) funds and that “close to 50 Chinese generals” were subsequently executed as a result. They say “Dr.” Albert was executed “because he caused suffering to many people.”
However, the sponsors of the bond countered by saying:
“He was originally on the wrong side, but then devoted the last 10 years of his life to doing only the right thing and thus was hunted by the Cabal. He was a good and decent guy, though, and wanted to see the trust be used only for the best interests of the people. He put his foot down against the Cabal in the last years of his life. Since we have taken the helm, we have repositioned its direction from its past. [Putting] Scott in place of Dr. A is purely for mankind, and he has been fighting the good fight and cause for the last 10 years. We will only do the right, equitable thing for humanity as a whole.”
The people who tried to cash this instrument seemed sincere and well-intentioned. However, it looks like the move on the bond was a covert attempt to buy out influential truthseekers by offering them vast sums for “humanitarian purposes.” The problem, of course, is that it perpetuates the system of having a secret group use its abilities to create money out of thin air in order to bribe or pay to have neutralized any opposition to their rule.
The ultimate answer is still to make the creation and distribution of money a publicly-run utility, not a secret source of godlike power for a self-selected few.
Ascension Avatar note: Or was he? Will we ever know? Just bringing these things into the light… For the record, Benjamin Fulford claims that “Clone Number 34” of the “Nazi Fourth Reich Fuhrer George H.W. Scherff (Bush)” has been dead since June, and that the original G. H. W. B. died on January 8, 1992 after choking on sushi, and being given the final ‘off’ from Barbara Bush’s “poisoned cloth”… Stranger than fiction? Read the full report here with a link to the incident on video: https://sananda.website/benjamin-fulford-complete-report-december-3d-2018/
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In the wake of the passing of former President George H. W. Bush, and the reverence and solemnity that pervaded his state funeral, I was struck with a particularly paradoxical emotion. On one hand, I fully endorse the tradition of reliving the highest points of achievement of someone who had just passed away, and imbuing the totality of their life with grand purpose and meaning, as I myself was happy to do in writing my own father’s eulogy. On the other hand, I cannot fully escape the regret I feel that another bloodline family member who has perpetrated great and horrific crimes against humanity has moved on without having to make himself accountable to the world, and in the process reveal the means and motives of the bloodline family rule of the planet to enable humanity to fully liberate itself from it.
Certainly, when I enter into my ‘higher self’ perspective, I understand that acceptance and forgiveness of all past misdeeds is essential for healing and moving forward. But healing and moving forward also require knowing the truth and having it acknowledged, so we know exactly what it is we are forgiving. Otherwise the anger and despair are likely to simply be buried. The incongruity between the lavish honor and praise ubiquitously delivered through mainstream media and the harrowing accounts I’ve heard and read about George H. W. Bush’s cruel Satanic practices drew me to this video interview clip with David Icke, where he explains that there are a number of reasons why we need to look at and expose the practices of the man he calls ‘Father Bush’.
David Icke puts George H. W. Bush, who died at age 94, in a category with others high up in the ranks of the ruling bloodline families, aligned with their darkest practices, such as drinking the adrenalized blood of tortured children to lengthen their own lives:
“These people always seem to live long lives, don’t they, the Kissingers, and the Father Bushes, and the David Rockefellers, and the Queen Mother in England, who lived to a hundred and two, and the Queen of England, now, is well of age, because they’re not given the same treatment, health treatment, the rest of us get, one of the bloody reasons, and also the other things that they do which is very dark, satanic, and to do with the energy of children.”
More on the treatment of children later. But important to note that George H. W. Bush’s testimony would have been invaluable because he was higher up the bloodline rank than most other high profile public servants who belong to this group, like Barack Obama or his son George W. Bush. In fact, David Wilcock recounts a story he heard from multiple sources that when Barack Obama had been sworn into office, he had a meeting with all the past presidents, and then a private 30 minute sit-down with Father Bush, who called him a ‘nigger’ and warned him that he was to follow what the ruling elite told him to do or else his wife and daughters would be brutally raped and killed.
George H. W. Bush seemed to be a kingpin in the Deep State and publicly made great strides in advancing the New World Order agenda, actually being the one who popularized the phrase, while privately pulling important strings to advance the Deep State agenda, like helping to align the CIA with the globalist plan during his time as CIA Director and having a hand early on in the assassination of John F. Kennedy. David Icke says he would have liked to interrogate Bush not only for his political role in trying to enslave humanity as a whole, but perhaps more importantly for his dark, hidden practices as well:
“Father George Bush is such a classic purveyor of this madness, this insanity that they want to impose on the world, and as presidents go, he’s a bit higher up the ladder, than say his son, or some of the others, and I would want to confront him with, not just questions about his role through the years in so many things, because coming from a bloodline family, he would have been brought, from birth, he would be developed to be in the positions that he was in, head of the CIA, and vice-president, president and all these other things that he was involved in.”
But there’s another area of Father George Bush, which is something that a lot of conspiracy research doesn’t cover, but really needs to, and that is pedophilia. It’s a deep rabbit hole, but when you connect the dots, you can explain why the ratio of pedophiles to positions of power, especially in the higher levels, is fantastic compared with the ratio of paedophiles in the general population.
In the video interview David Icke does not go too much into the evidence regarding the crimes of Bush Sr., which he says is discussed in much greater detail in his books and full lectures, though he does point out that he has had firsthand witness testimony of what Bush Sr. has done:
“This man, Father George Bush, has not just been responsible for the most unspeakable, grotesque, unimaginable sexual abuse and torture of children, using various electromagnetic technologies and such that cause enormous pain for the kids who are tortured, this guy’s been responsible for the deaths of goodness knows how many children. And I’ve met some of the adults that he abused as children and survived, and they are absolutely scrambled mentally, emotionally, and physically, because of the horrors that this man put them through.”
Now there’s a number of reasons, Luke, why we need to look at this, and expose this, first of all to stop the kids having this done to them, but also to let people to see into the minds and the mentality of those who are behind this global conspiracy.”
Icke goes on to discuss how the reason one would want to interrogate Bush is to come to understand why members of the elite ruling bloodline families behave the way they do. And the key point is to understand their complete lack of empathy. Icke says ‘there is something about their genetics which has deleted empathy. It’s deleted the ability to feel the consequences, for others, of your actions.’
Because our own empathy is so central to our understanding of human life, it is not surprising that many good, kind, well-adjusted people simply cannot fathom that there are people in high places putting children through excruciating torture through sexual abuse as well as ritual sacrifice. And because so many cannot fathom it, and might not be willing to even consider it, exposing it has been a slow, piecemeal process while these practices continue to happen in our world.
If we can imagine that from birth, members of these bloodline families are themselves put through ritual abuse and mind-control processes from when they are very young to completely sever their empathy for other human beings, and essentially live in a state of dissociative fear where their only satisfaction is personal power, wealth, and control over others, then it becomes possible to come to grips with what is really going on at the highest levels of power in the world.
While George H. W. Bush is no longer around to reveal the tale of his transgressions, there is still a multitude of opportunities for us to uncover not only the extent of his crimes, but the big picture they help to reveal about bloodline family rule on our planet.
Difficult as it is to go through, the truth about how the ruling elite controls and manipulates humanity through its deception and dark practices is an essential step in our awakening. It’s important for us to break through our own fear and loathing and come to understand the nature of having been ruled by non-empathetic psychopaths who have been programmed to look and seem ‘normal’ on the outside. We need to stop projecting our own humanity onto them because all vestiges of humanity has been drummed out of them.
Condemning them and getting angry may very well be a stage many of us need to go through, but eventually we will need to recognize them as victims themselves and forgive them. While they might not be aware of it during their lives, they are still a part of the human family and ultimately they chose to play these dark roles in service to human evolution.