I had an astral projection, which for me has happened before, but is not common at all. It’s rare, and the only few times I have had one all I did was “fly”…
I had an astral travel last Sunday evening. I felt my soul leave, and I didn’t know where I was going but I was in a hurry. I descended upon a beautiful multi-million dollar house. I saw a woman in a bathtub shaving her legs and singing to herself. I did not know her. Once I got closer, I realized it was Nicole Kidman. I was very confused. I knew who she was from movies and that she was “Tom Cruise’s ex wife” but that’s about it. I was not a big fan or someone who “followed” her. She was not someone I expected to see.
So why was I here?
I just watched her for a minute. Then, her soul escaped and we literally had this exact conversation:
Her soul: We are being held hostage. We are here but nobody sees us. I’m so glad you came! We need you to see us.
Me: (very confused) What do you mean?
Her: We are trapped. No humans can see. They think they know. They do not! They see an image. A hologram. An empty vessel! What they see is deception. Our outward perception is not what is real, yet it’s what people believe. Outward appearances are deceiving. We are still here here! Her physical vessel is empty.
Me: I’m so confused. All I know is I just flew here. I’m just a girl from Texas. I don’t even know where I am. I don’t even know what I’m doing here to be honest… but I will help you if I can.
Her: You need to hear, with her public persona, it’s all lies. All of it. Every bit of it is deceit. When people see her, they don’t see us. They see projection. People are spellbound, and they don’t really know. I am here, though apart of her, nobody can see what I am. I am lonely. I love her immensely but I have been willfully and painfully split by choice. A choice that was deliberate, yet manipulated.
Me: Wait… Am I talking to Nicole’s higher self? Her soul?
Her: Yes! We are still here. We have been always here. But on her human level, her own free will got cast out. However, we are still her and she is us. We cannot be separated for eternity but we are also not seen except on a soul level, because of a soul contract she signed and agreed to. We are covered, but the veil is lifting. The darkness is dissipating. You can see.
Me: So she as a human… or her ego cast you out by choice? Like she chose this?
Her: Yes. We cannot interfere with free will. But we are here. We are anxiously awaiting to be reunited. We love her. We ARE her.
Me: So she said no to the connection? But why? How does somebody do this? But eventually you will still connect, right?
Her: Yes. It is a stirring in her. She resists and fights, but it is because of dark manipulation. She is bound by lies. She, in the physical, is a prisoner bound by a dark contract. Dark energy. She was presented with a choice and she chose to split. We are lonely… but not angry. We love her so. She is us and we are her. She has chosen this life path but she can always change her timeline and choose to reconnect. She can create a new soul contract. We are ready to receive her back. We would love this so. She can return to one.
Me: You’re cut off… but not angry?
Her: No. We know and hold no anger. We cannot hold anger, it is not our nature. Only stillness. We are sad her choice was this, but we honor this, and wait for reconnection.
Me: If you’re her higher self and you’re in a better dimension, why can’t you just override this? Don’t you have veto power?
Her: Laughs… no we abide by universal law of free will. We do not intervene. We allow chosen soul contracts to play out. We stay connected always but when those connections are severed by choice…. we wait until the vibration aligns again.
Me: What if that is a long wait. What is she chooses to stay separated?
Her: We are outside of time and space but we do feel sadness and do feel the burden of her choice.
Me: Did she get tricked into this choice? What about other celebrities like her?
Her: Yes!!! Yes!!!! She was manipulated, but then came a choice to choose. The choice was hers.
Me: Who made her choose?
Her: There are other dark energies. Their purpose is to provide contrast and polarity. The balance of the universe intended this. But this energy became stronger than expected. This force also “feeds” or get nourished off of negative human emotion. They use earthly traps, such as wealth and fame, to lure souls in. Then, they convince certain humans to “choose” their agenda. It is all deceit. The vessel becomes empty while the real essence waits for reconnection. On another level, this reconnection will eventually happen.
Me: Wow!!!!! This is sad. She is one of those deceived. Is this how most celebrities are?
Her: Yes. Unfortunately, yes. Many made a dark and difficult choice. Not all have chosen yet, but many that you may recognize are very empty.
Me: Can you name names?
Her: Names are irrelevant at the moment. We cannot intervene in other soul matters.
Me: So, why can I see you?
Her: You heard our cry out.
Me: Were you calling for me?
Her: We cried out to our universe. We emit vibrations of which you were a match.
Me: (Starting to panic a bit) So, does this mean my soul is sad too, and maybe I just don’t know it? Do you need me to know something? Am I supposed to help? I don’t even know her or why I’m here..
Her: Dear one, stay calm. We suggest you connect with your ego and show love to others always. Do not become lost in this game. Do not be fooled or manipulated. Trickery and deceit lies are everywhere. Trust yourself. Know you are a sovereign being. Live as one. Be safe, my friend, and be well. You are safe. You are whole. We just want to remind you to never give up sovereignty. We are glad you came. Thank you for connecting…
Her spirit starts to fade…
At that moment, I feel like I’m “materializing” (that’s the only way I know how to explain it) but getting more “solid”. Then, I look at Nicole. Literally, she looks directly at me and gets this shocked look on her face. She is in awe and complete disbelief. I think she can actually SEE in the physical me because she gasps in horror, drops her razor and shrieks. At this exact moment, I feel like I am SLAMMED into my body. I woke up in such a start. My heart was beating so fast but not out of fear, but like I just ran 10 miles. Usually, I can only remember pieces of a dream but this was crystal clear.
So weird, huh? I literally have NO reason why I went there or what the purpose was. As I said before, I have no reason why her, of all people. I generally avoid TV (occasionally the weather channel or cooking channel). I don’t follow celeb stuff. I found it very confusing to be honest, but it was a very real experience. I’m hoping that maybe I helped somehow. I pray for her soul and whatever circumstances she may have gone through to choose to disconnect. There’s always a choice for her to reconnect. I hope she does.
Update: I did some research on Nicole to figure out what the heck is going on as to why I, of all people, would connect to her in that way. It seems (at least from what I read) that her father was DEEP into Satanic and pedo stuff. I learned that she grew up in a very satanic atmosphere and was terribly abused (allegedly). This is all new to me as I never had reason before to look into or care about her personal life.
IF this is true, this is very sad and she should not be judged, but receive deep compassion, and love.