ALIYAH MARR: “Dark Night Of The Soul — Unraveling The Matrix”

I went through the most amazing depression since the beginning of the year. Then for a few days, the “sun came out”—I realized that I was finally able to see beauty and taste my food. Then I realized how long it had been since I last felt this way.

In that euphoric mood, I had clarity, purpose, reason, logic, and vision; all of which I have missed for almost three years now. I felt as if I came out from a long, dark tunnel into a bright sunny day.

Depression is physical, not emotional, and certainly not mental.

We tend to think that depression is emotional and we all think that it can be changed by changing your personal thoughts, but the state of depression is a symptom of the long-held and trapped—or frozen—energy in our body.

Energy as matter, trapped in the physical form, must go through a sublimation process in order for the body/soul of the individual to move to a higher vibratory state or consciousness.

Depression cannot be changed by changing your thoughts. It is too deep; it is embedded codes/patterns/programming that is held in your body.

I now understand that emotional depression is caused by a wave of transformative, evolutionary energy that hits the physical body and “squeezes” it until it releases codes and programs held in the cells. The codes trapped in the cells release energy in the form of emotion—this emotion is dark, slow-moving, and feels toxic as it is released.

One feels depression because the trapped codes expressed as emotion when they come out and this emotion is of a very low vibration. But because the codes are being released (into the energy of emotion), they are actually at a higher vibration than when they were trapped; they are on the way out of the body, on the way to being released back into raw energy.

The analogy that comes to mind is that of the natural states of water: in the physical form, the codes are frozen, like ice. To release the water in the ice back to its liquid form, you have to heat it until it hits the higher vibratory state of water (emotion); finally, if you heat it enough—raising its vibration—the water becomes steam (mental) and floats away.

ICE (physical) —-> WATER (emotional) —–> STEAM (mental) —-> released energy

To release energy from matter involves a reversal of the manifestation process. The book, The Tarot Key, Unlock the Secrets of Your Soul, shows how creation works through our bodies—the four states of the energy-to-matter manifestation process are analogous to the four classical elements:

ENERGY ———————————————-> MATTER

FIRE ——> AIR ————–> WATER ——–> EARTH

INTENT–> THOUGHTS –> EMOTIONS –> REALITY

In order to unravel the codes, you have to reverse the process, and in doing so, you naturally go through each of the levels of vibratory awareness. This means that, as they release, the codes must first go through the emotional body (registering as depression), then they hit the mental body as confusing, uncontrollable thoughts, and finally, when those are released, they evaporate.

MATTER ———————————————-> ENERGY

EARTH ——> WATER ————–> AIR ——–> FIRE

EARTH————-> EMOTIONS ——————> THOUGHTS ————> INTENT (ENERGY)

Physical Pain—–> Fear-based Emotions ——> Mental Confusion ——> Pure Energy (available for the application of your intent)

See this video, Unraveling the Matrix to see what I mean.

 

This morning another wave of “depression” hit me again. I remembered a technique I used some years ago with physical pain: I mentally “turn my cells sideways” like vertical blinds so that they are not hit broadside by the energy wave. This helps reduce emotional pain as well as physical pain.

 

About the author: Aliyah Marr is an experienced creative life coach and author of Unplug from the Matrix and The Avatars of Eden. Transform your life; become the you you always intended to be. https://www.parallelmindzz.com

 

~via In5D.com

 

Photo by Ascension Avatar – 6-22-2019 – “Unraveling the Sun”

 

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LISA RENEE (Energetic Synthesis): “Lightning Strikes”

This period of time is extremely difficult for many people on the earth that are enduring stages of the Dark Night of the Soul, whether consciously on the spiritual path or not.  Recently, the larger collective consciousness themes are around the power struggles and deep conflicts that exist in the structure of falsity and delusions, when electrified by the lightning flash that cracks through the darkness and confusion to illuminate the contents in front of us so that we can see or gain deeper truth.  When we are struck by lightning, this can be a terror based or painful event in our lives that activates intense energy pouring up and into the body, and this creates an inner conjunction with the energy blockages in the body which surfaces great discomfort, anxiety, pain or fear.  Most of the time when we experience an event in our lives in which lightning strikes occur, it is uncovering not only false structures, but buried parts of the unconscious mind and cellular memories that are embedded in our bodies.  Meeting the negative energy or blockages when this inner conjunction is made acts as the spiritual catalyst for great changes and potential transformation, it forces the surface or hidden fears located in the pain body to be brought out into the thoughts, emotions, behaviors or in the impulses of the person.

When the person has no spiritual context, and if they are not strong enough to discipline their mind to gain control over outward impulses, they may find themselves acting out destructive archetypes and narratives of pain, fear and dramas with the people around them that trigger these inner memory buttons.  Some of these emotional triggers can be from other lifetimes and those experiences, as well as unhealed emotional conflicts in the current lifetime that have been carried over because the negative emotional theme was left unresolved in other lifetimes or identities.  It is important to understand that we can compassionately witness these impulses and negative narratives as they surface to us, but we do not have to choose to play them out in our body.  In fact, it can be very traumatic if a person just allows themselves to be a slave to their impulses and play these narratives out unconsciously, which is re-engaging automatic memories from the collective consciousness that can be recycled into our life experiences, over and over again.  The more we repeat the same trauma pattern over and over, it registers imprints in our nervous system, brain and consciousness, making it harder to stop the destructive cycles of pain body triggers and ego wounds.

These pain body triggers and ego wounds can be further manipulated by negative entities, such as Fallen Angelics, which predictably will find wounds to jump onto and magnify the pain so the person is nearly a marionette puppet being pulled by attachment strings.

To stop the manipulation of painful and destructive emotional patterns, we have to stop acting them out, we must gain control over our impulses and make a strong decision to choose states of inner peace over succumbing to states of inner violence.  Sometimes this means time out, take a break, turn off the mind and shift the body into passive and relaxed states, such as through meditation, and finding inner stillness.  Inner violence is the contents of the collective unconscious mind and pain body, while inner peace is the state of the spiritual self or super-consciousness.  To create a bridge between the unconscious contents recorded in the pain body, and link them with the highest spiritual self, not only will we be the recipient of lightning strikes from the heavens above, we will be placed in a position where we must choose peace and love, in order to remain inner connected.

What may the Dismantling of Ego or Lightning Strike phase of Spiritual Initiation look like?

How many times may you recall when you are feeling safe within the narrow confines of your life, feeling comfortable in your current thoughts, beliefs and expectations?  Then from out of nowhere, something shocking happens that completely destroys your day to day narrative and personal images of what you had thought your life would continue to be.  All sense of security and structure that reinforced your identity, those people and circumstances that reflected a mirror image of what you thought was harmonious, reveals itself to be something else entirely.

Many times when lightning strikes we are seeing the delusion or falsity that was present in those interactions that gave us a false sense of strength and security.  Much of the time this is the sudden realization that personal comfort was based on a house of cards, the inadequate foundation of false thoughts, beliefs and action.

This phase of spiritual growth can bring shocking inner and outer change and greater self-realization, it is a time of great personal turmoil when we go through the process of seeing blind spots in situations.  When we see our blind spots, the places we were naïve or just plain wrong, now, what will you do and how will you manage the changes happening while facing the shocking truth?

When we are exposed to the lightning strike which is the marker of a personal spiritual initiation that leads into another level of consciousness, experiences, and spiritual ascension, the next stage of emotional processing is generally shock.  The central nervous system, brain and body can be pushed into an overloaded and overwhelmed state, subsequently there can be several cycles after the lighting strike that sends oceanic waves of frequency to move throughout the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual layers.  These subsequent waves as they settle into a more coherent and integrated pattern within the lightbody layers, a person can move into feeling numb, apathetic, disorientated in time and in a void.  This is a major life upheaval, it is spiritual crisis, bringing on normal reactions of grief, anger, sadness, confusion, sleepless nights and even facing confrontations with others.

When we are undergoing a change in the foundation of our sense of security and identity, it penetrates to the deepest core of our being, reverberating shock waves that force us to get out of personal comfort zones and to emotionally and spiritually grow beyond the current level.

The sudden destruction of our artificially created world and identity structures usually represent the inner and outer barriers erected to hide from yourself and others that express how you really feel.  These mental body structures are personal defenses, ego defense mechanisms, walls put up to disguise certain feelings, to cover up true inner thoughts and feelings.  When a person is undergoing incredible stress and pressure, these walls can shatter, finally revealing your true inner self and feelings to those people around you.

When we suppress or hold back intense feelings and painful emotional processing, the internal pressure can be so great that we over-react, go paranoid, or play out victim-victimizer roles in our outward impulses or reactions.  Our discernment is not good when we can only see through the lens of inner pain, and so it is critical we do not take things personally, because it’s not personal.  Be very careful with how much of yourself that you attempt to hide, because you must know that one day, everything will be revealed, over time the truth is revealed always.

Therefore, when lightning strikes and you are thrown into personal turmoil, feeling pain and confusion, the first thing to remember is this is an act of creation within the destruction, and that it is potentially leading you to higher consciousness states, so don’t over react and let fear totally paralyze you.  In this stage, you are being asked to break down all the false structures that have been artificially created or are no longer productive for your spiritual growth.  If you resist the walls coming down to reveal the greater truth of your own unproductive behaviors that need correction, and instead play the hot potato ego game of assigning blame or dark interference upon others around you, this will increase pain and difficulty, as well as lead to the risk of negative spirit attachments magnifying the pain in you and possibly others.  We are all breaking through the façades and pretense in our life, and by pretending, feigning, imagining and wishing things were different, this only puts up more pretense in order to constantly defend the rebuilding of your crumbling reality to maintain appearances for others, and this will only make things worse.

When people are totally overwhelmed and undergoing this stage of intense shock and pain, the ego may surface the narcissistic wounding and superior attitudes in order to face others and to try to cope with what is happening.  When the narcissistic wound shows up in people, the main theme is they are blind to what anyone else is really undergoing, it’s harder for them to consider or cooperate in a natural flow with other people.

The narcissistic wound means that person’s immediate issues and concerns become the central importance and all-consuming focus, it’s the only thing they can see when they are in pain or fear, and this produces the me, myself and I self-preservation consciousness.

The narcissistic wound in the three layers of ego is desperate to survive, and in its death throes will rise thought forms of sensing internal and external threats, sensations of severe discomfort with life’s situations, that lead to internal distractions of circular obsessions and prolonged anxiety.

Remember that the artificial façades, self-delusions and barriers are going to fall, whether you like it or not, because you have reached a limit in this area, and can no longer live with it.  Although this phase of spiritual growth is very hard, we all have to undergo this process, no one gets away from this critical piece of spiritual ascension.

The mountain of ego, pain body, deceptions, facades, illusions, manipulations and emotional bait hooks must be destroyed so that you are free to face truth and gain an accurate sense of reality without false attachments.

Please remember you are undergoing the necessary changes required to accept the consciousness shift that will move you forward into more personal and spiritual freedom, clearing inner violence and living in a state of inner peace.  The caveat is that you cannot resist it, and you cannot hide from it, this will require unraveling the deeper truth so that you can rise out of Service to Self consciousness and into the macrocosm perception of the Service to Others group consciousness.  Embrace the opportunity to expand your consciousness and see things in your life, and your place in the Universe in a totally new way.

There are some of us on the spiritual path that may be holding space for others, loved ones around us that are undergoing this intense process of lighting strike.  Our loved ones, friends and acquaintances may be confused about what is occurring, they may be projecting assorted images, they may have faulty memory, they may be acting out past life archetypes, they may feel threatened and terrorized with survival fears in the future.  They are unable to deeply understand all that is happening because they are utterly overwhelmed with intense energies, which surface deep emotional pain and grief.

When people are enduring intense pain and confusion while undergoing major life altering transformation and change, they may seek to pull you into their emotional entanglements and narratives.

To hold a clear and unconditionally loving space for such intense forms of spiritual alchemy, it is important to hold complete observer towards the process, even when it can be painful to watch people we care about endure such intense pain, confusion and grief.  In spiritual community, this is a call for self-mastery in compassionate witnessing, and never, ever taking on another person’s emotional process or disjointed perceptions when they are in the deep and heated battle of the inner Armageddon, while the ego construct is flailing about in its death throes.

Practice Compassionate Witnessing

Compassionate Witnessing is a natural function of expanded Consciousness which occurs during the embodiment of the higher spiritual-energetic intelligent bodies when the person is dedicated to Christos Principles of Compassion.  In the earlier stages of awakening, the goal is to clear the fear programs and survival terror that is programmed into the Negative Ego and the Pain Body.  This can be accomplished by identifying the Negative Ego thought forms as fear based and refocusing these painful, destructive thoughts by shifting perspective into Neutral Association or Observer Point.  When this skill of disciplining the mind from the Negative Ego reaches a certain threshold in spiritual ascension embodiment, the benefits lead one to experience mental and emotional freedom, completely free of personal suffering.

The Law of Compassion is the first basic truth of One Self-God Self.  As One Self-God Self, to be “Compassion in Action” towards others is then to be in harmony and right relationship to Self, right relationship to God, right relationship to the Universe.  This is a Law of One practice.  (Love Yourself, Love Others, Love the Earth and all of her creatures, is an action of Compassion.)

While the earth and many people around us are enduring the challenges of the Dark Night, along with the Lightning Strike and subsequently going into shock and pain body processing, being of service also means we must be true to ourselves and set appropriate boundaries that keep us in alignment to our own natural rhythm and flows.  When people are processing personal pain, they will tend to pull you into sharing their perceptions of pain through subtle or not so subtle manipulations.  Generally the desire for people in pain is to find others that can commiserate with them, and this may look like emotional bait hooks trying to reel you into their perceptions.  The best service you can be to the earth, is to love yourself and others unconditionally, without taking on their personal lessons for spiritual growth.

Everyone has to walk the path of spiritual ascension and do their own emotional work, and it is unique for every person, you do not want to interfere or take another person’s lessons away from them.

This means you will need to maintain your natural flows and set the terms of staying in the natural rhythms of your life, those rhythms that you have created for self-care, and to be true to yourself.  

Our biggest struggles, challenges and problems in life can be generated when we are not in alignment with our own internal natural rhythms, which is defined through maintaining the alignment with our inner spirit.

We cannot stay present in the now moment when we are out of sync with ourselves.  When we honor and allow our natural, authentic way of being in the world that is in harmony with the values we hold and align with our spiritual purpose and mission, we stay in the synchronicity of divine energetic flow.  When we are aligned with our inner self, we must honor the authentic rhythm and harmony in our life, so we can listen to our highest spiritual self, which keeps us in alignment with the harmony of the Universal Laws.

The most important relationships we have is with our higher power, God, and the inner relationship we have with ourselves.

During these tumultuous times, this is your priority to develop every day.  Take care of these two most important relationships.  And when something or someone is not happy because you take this space to connect into the natural rhythms of life, instead of fulfilling their personal needs and expectations of you, gently tell them that you follow your inner spirit without hesitation, and that you listen to nothing other than how your spirit guides you.  We must find unconditional love and acceptance for ourselves, before we can truly allow people to be who they are without judgments and expectations.  When we accept the responsibility to become a God-Sovereign-Free being, it means that we must protect our own rights to stay in higher alignment in so to achieve sovereignty,  as well as to protect the rights of others in so they are free to be who they are, having the right to their own personal experiences and perceptions.

Stay awake as we traverse the valleys of the shadow and death, on the other side of destruction is creation, which awaits the deeper illumination of higher consciousness that we have worked so hard to achieve.  May the Spirits of Christ walk with you, in Purity, Generosity, Patience, Kindness, Discipline/Conservation, Diligence and Humility.

Much love and gratitude,

Lisa

 

 

~via EnergeticSynthesis.com – Time Shift Blog – June 20, 2017

JELELLE AWEN: “4D Consciousness: Alchemical Purgatory, Dark Nights, And Profound Awakenings”

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Ascension is the increasing connection to other worlds and dimensions, the lift UP, the sense of I am HERE yet NOT HERE.  I am THERE and HERE… this is arising now, coming now, available now.  Merging worlds and dimensions as you are letting these multiple realities into your NOW moments.  Breathing them in as you walk around and breathing them in as you sleep deep, passing out and traveling and visiting.  You are drifting often and weaving between the dimensional consciousness… maybe dipping down into 3D, then awakening into 4D, and crawling there at times.  And then, 5D comes in like a sunburst across your consciousness, spreading light rays across your sky.

Third dimensional life is enough until it is not enough and then you begin the process of remembering, of gliding, of awakening.  You feel the 4D transitional dimension of alchemical purgatory, the sorting out dimension, of THIS from THAT.  4D is for dark nights and for kundalini awakenings, both.  It is the soul’s blood coming back to sleeping limbs.  4D can feel SO dark sometimes, walking in shadows, kneeling in glass type experiences.  It can feel like the stomach flu, purging up and out that which does NOT belong to your soul.  It can feel like epic journeys into vast terrains, all INSIDE of you.

4D can still be orientated in an outward focus, outward triggers, looking for outward manifestations.  There are edges being worked about the outside while the inside is becoming more consciousness to you.  The inside is calling out for you for attention and love and care.  Closing down from the outside happens more and more often as you need to reboot and recharge.

You may feel like two versions of you in your life.  The version of you that is still tied to 3D reality with friends and family who resonate on a certain level with you and even may want you to just remain the same, your 3D self.  Then, the version of you, your 4D self, that is your soul awakening and your higher self coming in.  Maybe you are more one version over the other.  You may fluctuate between the two of them as you move your way toward embodiment of your higher self or 5D self.

You discover and water the spiritual side of you.  You find and discover your soul in 4D as you begin to remember how powerful you are and what your soul purpose really is.  You are letting go of material gain as your focus in life and become more and more curious about spiritual awakenings and movements and enlightenments.  Becoming open to multidimensional experiences and experiences beyond the mind allows you access to wonder worlds of magic and infinite possibility.  In 4D, you remember that magic is not something made up and you embrace the true gift of your imagination.

Changes, HUGE changes sometimes, happen in 4D.  Old things collapse on themselves.  Marriages end, friendships complete, careers change or are abandoned, geographies are shifted and left behind.  It can feel at times like you are saying “no” and letting go of EVERYTHING and that you can’t imagine what will remain.  You may be walking around in mourning so often that it is more familiar than joy.  Yet, the trust is growing.  The trust that the process is being held by the Divine and the process is leading somewhere.

You are fighting at times, battling the old conditioning that comes at you as a reflection from the outside and the inside.  Yet, also, the love you are experiencing more and more leaves you increasingly weary to battle.  The parts of you that have battled and fought for a long time begin to rest and more and more imagine that some day they will be able to permanently put the sword down.  You may be an activist and an advocate — this may be important for your soul and awakening journey.  You may want others to ‘get it’ VERY badly and get very frustrated when they do not.  You may feel like burning down the world that the ‘bad guys’ live in even as your world is often burning with ash in the air.

What makes 4D possible to navigate is your soul drawing support and love to you in many forms during the phases of intense embodiment of it.  You find more and more resonant souls and you gather together, you form bonds, and it helps to sooth the pains from letting so much go.  You want light, you want to end your suffering, and you consciously begin to feel HOW and WHAT you need in your life in order for that to happen.

Gaia is currently in 4D consciousness it feels like and moving into 5D more and more.  The death and rebirth sense of our current times, all of the upheavals, battles, polarizations, power struggles, injustices, wars… this is the realm of 4D consciousness exploration as human consciousness wakes up.  The emergence and rebirth of the sacred human is a messy process at times as all birthings are.  Yet, it is held with much love and the dawning experiences of 5D frequencies make all of it ultimately worth it.

 

 

About the author: Jelelle Awen is an ascending teacher into 5D consciousness, Divine guide-scribe-author, group facilitator, and co-creator/teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, online group calls and circles, community, videos, and more.  ~via In5D.com

LISA RENEE: “Energetic Synthesis” (Audio Version)

An ‘automation’ of my transcript from Energetic Synthesis.com’s home page audio introduction.

Video courtesy of ‘Higher Self’ @ YouTube.com — no affiliation to www.EnergeticSynthesis.com

 

LISA RENEE: “Energetic Synthesis” (Transcript Version)

My transcribed version of Lisa Renee’s Energetic Synthesis.com home page audio introduction.

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Welcome to Energetic Synthesis.  I am Lisa Renee, your Ascension guide.

We are in the pinnacle of the Ascension Cycle, which marks the end of the 3rd dimensional collective timelines on the earth.  As the planet is moving into higher frequencies that are located in a future time space, it is shifting the planetary Consciousness into a future dimensional octave.  This skips the entire planetary Consciousness field, therefore, the collective human Consciousness into future timelines that resonate with much higher dimensional frequencies.  Many of us that have been on the Ascension Timeline for many years have already transcended these lower dimensional timelines.  What is important to discern now is that this is a major planetary event that is impacting everyone on the earth and beyond, to be catalyzed into the Dark Night of the Soul, which is necessary for disclosure of humanity’s true origins in order to return that knowledge back to the inhabitants of the earth.

The people that remain in the 3rd dimensional Consciousness paradigm will find themselves increasingly uncomfortable, extremely pressurized and unhappy, thus, many people will feel the squeezing pressure to transform rapidly through the alchemical theme of polarity synthesis, which helps to bring completion to these old karmic patterns from the past if we are willing to let them go, with forgiveness.  This purging process will add or subtract the required blueprint patterns that we may need to meet with these new coordinates within the earth grid, and to help clear out the Artificial Intelligence, to flush out the hidden Dark Force influence and Mind Control that has impacted every aspect of our lives on earth.  We are being purged deeply of the false identity and deceptions, while the remaining authentic content is processed into Higher Light and Consciousness, to be stabilized and synthesized into our physical body in order to improve energetic coherence, heart-opening, and spiritual strength.

Our responsibility now is to practice Unconditional Love and compassionate witnessing to all that we see, and to see everything and everyone around us as connected to the unified whole.  At the same time, we must be responsible to make clear intentions to where we place our intent and consent with our Higher Authority and Inner Spirit.  This loving intention and compassionate practice will keep our hearts and minds open and aligned to the Source Field, and this will make the transitions to new timelines and higher frequencies much more comfortable.

We hope you enjoy our Ascension Library, the Krystal Aegis section, and many clearings that are compiled from direct experiences with the Guardian Host serving the Cosmic Sovereign Law of One, and that you may find peace, love, comfort and higher resonance while you are visiting our website.

May peace be with your heart, and that you know that you are not alone, and we are in this together.  Take good care, while loving yourself and others, and thank you for consciously participating with us on the path to achieving Spiritual Sovereignty while re-educating ourselves about what has happened to our planet, and how we can heal each other through the unified truth of Ascension.

 

 

 

~Transcribed via http://www.EnergeticSynthesis.com