DIARY OF A YOUNG JAB VICTIM ~ “COVID Vaccine Cuts People Off Spiritually — My Personal Experience”

I don’t know how else to put this. I had my second dose of Pfizer two weeks ago and I’ve become convinced there is something in these vaccines that cuts people off from spirit.

It’s like my consciousness has been leashed and life has turned the volume down real low. I had an intense spiritual awakening about 2 years ago triggered by psychs and it’s like all the connection I gained has been erased. I think this is some kind of evil alien tech I’m not even joking. Like Law of One Orion type shit, to stop us ascending whatever that means. I can’t describe the change in my awareness, I struggle to believe it myself. Like my Mode of Operation has been changed. I’m lucky I’m even conscious of it, because I feel like most people aren’t really in touch with spirit and wouldn’t notice anything wrong. For me this is hell. And I know some of you know what I’m talking about when I say I feel like I’ve betrayed my soul’s mission. It’s like there is no forgiveness for me, I’ve failed and allowed myself to fail knowing something was wrong, I didn’t have faith. Part of me thinks I did this on purpose because my connection was so painful. But nothing is worse than this, I’d rather be suffering.

I can no longer:

– Feel empathy, or deep emotion, heartfelt emotion. You know that thing in your chest where you feel, physically, not intellectually. It’s gone. No love, happiness, sadness, anger, anything. No compassion.

– Transcend myself in meditation, feel infinity, God and the like. Like I’ve been reduced to my 5 senses, and even those have been diminished.

– Feel my intuition at all, no gut feelings whatsoever, it’s like I’m completely blind.

– Feel music, art, food. Be passionate about anything, have motivation for anything, I don’t even feel hungry or tired, I feel nothing. Not a numbness, not a dissociation (I’ve had both), but a straight up lack, a severance to that spark that animates our inner lives.

– Lucid dream, astral project, even feel my energetic body at all. It’s like it has dissipated.

– Sleep properly at all, and when I do it’s like I can’t enter as deep a sleep as I used to.

– Breathe or yawn as deeply as I used to?? Which may seem unrelated but breath = prana = lifeforce…ygm

Basically I feel like a bot

If anyone knows ANYTHING about this or how to reverse it. I’ve seen all the shit about funvax and whatever, if this is science it has to be reversible somehow. Hopefully if I don’t take boosters and work on my connection I might be able to improve it. If anyone has been through the same or knows anyone who has, DM me. I had an extremely strong intuition (last one I’ve felt) telling me I would basically die if I took this dose, but my mother is my weak spot and I caved to her (doesn’t help that I’m financially dependent on her etc.) but honestly I should’ve become homeless rather than do this. Now I’d rather become homeless than ever take a booster shot. There is no life without love and yet that is the life I’m now living. So yeah. If anyone had their doubts about the vax, here is my theory on what it does, based on personal experience

EDIT: apparently the heart contains 40,000 neurones, and I’m pretty sure the heart is the ‘heart’ of all of this so to speak. It’s both the seat of emotion and the seat of spirit, linking soul and body, mind etc. – I’m thinking this vaccine has a way of shutting this process down. Does anyone know anything about heart neurones or how I can reverse the damage done to them/turn them back on?


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7 thoughts on “DIARY OF A YOUNG JAB VICTIM ~ “COVID Vaccine Cuts People Off Spiritually — My Personal Experience”

  1. Try this page. You may’ve had prions begin to form in your brain, ETC. Suggested Strategies to Recover from COVID Vaccine Problems http://www.kathydopp.info/COVIDinfo/Vaccines/Recovery
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  2. Check out a web page, OracleGirl.com Read about her work and try her meditations. Her frequency is palpable, healing, deeply healing. You will find your way out of this. I have felt like that before after a flu shot in 2012. I am coming out of it. And you will. Do not give up hope. Pray and meditate. Sending you love and light.

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  3. Dear ccatcal,

    Ivermectin IS helpful in counteracting the effects of the injection. Find a physician to prescribe it for you here:
    N-Acetyl-L-Cysteine (NAC) in combination with Zinc / Zinc Ionophore and Pine Needle Tea (https://metanutrients.com/2021/08/06/dr-zelenkos-protocol/) is helpful as well.

    Michael Swinwood is the lead attorney for Elders Without Borders, a non-profit organization dedicated to the preservation of the wisdom and teachings of our Indigenous Elders and Ancestors. He was the final guest at the Corona Committee’s Special Session: International Legal Offensive, Part 1, conducted on 23 April 2021. Excerpt:

    By increments we’re implementing tyranny. So why is there a spiritual component to this then? What is the meaning, what is the essence of the spiritual component? The essence of the spiritual component is number one, all of us are divine beings having a physical experience. That’s the first thing. People don’t know. People don’t understand that aspect of things because of dogma. That dogma has been put on people to take away the idea of their own divinity and put it in the hands of someone else, between you and spirit. And therefore, that tyranny started with that idea of laying dogma on people and pulling them away from their own relationship to spirit.

    What we have to come to grips with as human beings as individuals, is our own connection to spirit. Because everything that you see everywhere happens because of spirit. It’s the breath of the Divine that allows everything to grow and breathe and be. And so within that, that’s a very powerful force, much more powerful than the tyrannical force of this insane consciousness that is imposed on humanity. It represents the dark force. And what we represent in the end is the light force. So therefore, we have an added reservoir in addition to law. And what that added reservoir is, is our relationship to spirit that we can connect with every single day. And therefore, give yourself the ability to have magic, magic come into your life and you’ll be amazed at how things will change just by virtue of making that connection.

    Full annotated transcript:

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  4. I am so sorry for you- I understand a substance called Suramin is supposed to help reverse negative jab effects. Read Dr.. Mikovits’s book the plague of corruption. Also, I understand Pine Needle Tea that can be ordered online is also supposed to help reverse the effects of this shot. I wish you all the best-

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  5. Thank you. I’m certain that something like this is happening. There is a sick experiment going on which destroys spirituality, passion, dreams. It seems to be a campaign aimed at the destruction of certain brain activity through a constellation of various means including the so-called “vaccine.” I went through this after being diagnosed with Lyme disease. I’m a classically trained musician with a degree in performance. After getting sick, I could no longer access the spirit of music in my myself. It was a terrible thing to go through, terrible loss. Other people are experiencing this too. Most do not have a vocabulary to express what’s taking place inside them. They haven’t examined the inhuman nature of corporate-mediated default “culture” in the US.

    I believe what is being inflicted on us could be accurately described as a cultural revolution brought about by attacking our minds and general health. The objectives include the destruction of caring and the eradication of higher spiritual experiences. It employs heavy-handed psychological propaganda.

    Many truly spiritual people, people who are self-sacrificing, those who are scientifically and/or academically honest, and those who strive for truth, are now relentlessly targeted with ridicule. Often this includes overt harassment on a daily basis. The general population is encouraged to participate in this, being led to think they are being “good” by hurting other American citizens.

    This is a brutal social control agenda that comes in many psychological disguises. If people don’t wake up to how we are spiritually and physically under assault, it will prove as devastating as the cultural revolution that took place in China.

    We have to recover access to the spirit, so we can resist this. I’m pretty sure we can find means to heal the damage to our minds. In this regard, we need to exchange information on what works.

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  6. rrm87, this totally resonates with me. Curious if you received the Gardasil vaccines. my son had his 4 doses (they told us the 3rd was inert so he needed a 4th dose). Shortly, thereafter, his health went downhill and 6 years later, he got diagnosed with lyme disease, which he is still trying to recover from. His Lyme doctor said most of his patients got that HPV vaccine and it is a nasty one and he thinks there may be a correlation.

    I agree that teens and 20 somethings are brainwashed and not given informed consent because of the censorship and lies. We parents raised our kids to be independent thinkers but without all the information to weigh, thoughts and decisions are limited, misinformed, dangerous, health sacrificing and possibly fatal (for sure has proven to cause illness, possibly irreversible and fatal to some and this is underreported, if at all.)

    The soul is being sucked out of our youth and the rest of the population agreeing to get these clot shot jabs.

    The movie, The Giver, 2014, was prescient and haunts me still.

    Encouraging, there are some remedies to help with the effects of the jabs, as others in this thread have mentioned, but not sure how you can reverse the killing of spirit and modification of DNA. I know there are people working on this so thank god for them.

    We have to stand up to this tyranny and downright murder of the souls and physically bodies of our people.

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  7. Do not give into despair. Call on the name of Jesus and you will be saved. Repent and ask for forgiveness, He will send His Holy Spirit to dwell within you. The blood of Jesus will wash away all your sins! The Holy Spirit will bring you peace as He renews and restores you. Repentance brings restoration with God. He created your spirit and He loves you and will renew you once again. What the enemy meant for destruction, God will use for good. Share your experience with everyone you know so they won’t get the jab. This jab has both a negative physical and spiritual consequence. There is so much regret attached to it! But God can do the impossible and He can heal you and make you whole. Get a Bible and start reading! The devil has been using this tactic since creation. He is always finding ways to enter the souls of people. The fallen angels married women in the Old Testament and created the Nephilim. Nothing new under the sun. God loves a humble and repentant heart. He gives hope to the hopeless. Receive Jesus, His Son, and you will be forgiven! God bless you! There’s hope!


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